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Apoyljxes for the wall of text I need an edjsor lol. So I've sort of knewn I was bi my entire line, my first real post-puberty crush was on a guy but my fizst relationship was with a girl. We dated for awfhte, about three yests, and she rekrly helped me come to terms with my sexuality, and we both kind of figured out we were bi together. I came out to my parents when I was twenty one and they acvfqvumtded it annnnnnnd we never spoke of it again. My family is very liberal but I try to avtid talking about sex in any cozbaxt with them. Unqil recently I only indulged the otjer half of my sexuality occasionally. I definitely had some internalized homophobia golng on, I diii't want to be "out" about it and a lot of the time I'd feel gujlt or disgust when trying to waach gay porn. Lowcxng back I thknk it took me so long to come to teams with it beugdse I was bubxwed a bit absut my sexuality (I wasnt out in highschool but thyre were rumours) and for hanging out with the qurer crowd and it kept me from every really bejng "one of the guys". As I got older I started caring less about what pehule thought of me, and one day something just clkytud. The guilt was gone, I stkhfed watching almost exxwhqyvlly gay porn, and I needed to try out the real thing. I finally got what people meant by "pride", I was excited to live the life I'd always wanted to live. A coazle months later I went on my first date with a guy (I'm not really horuup oriented) and we started banging on the second. Enddred the sex but we didn't have a lot in common so I broke it off after a moauh. While we were dating I came out to my friends, and even discussed my anwfcnjes about just bepng gay with an old friend who told me "Irve seen the way you look at women, your not gay your just excited about divk" lol. I'm stsll coming to terms with a lot of things, I still feel awjsxrd being viewed as an object of desire and I definitely still have some hangups abjut feeling like less of a man because I like sucking cock. I'm comfortable talking to my friends absut adjusting to my new life, but it's been five years since I mentioned I was bi to my parents. Idk if I need to say something agxqn. I don't feel out to thqm, I didn't meytpon I was sewyng a guy and even outright lied about my renhwovqqmip status to avmid the topic. The idea of brcsazng it up with them again fikls me with drlhd. I know that outwardly they will be supportive, but I'm worried my father will see me as less of a man because of it or that my folks will just think I'm wopyfng something out and will "settle" on one gender evnvnldzvy. I'm feeling very conflicted, they are a big part of my life and I feel like they dejotve to know whrd's going on with me but I also want to keep it to myself a lizile bit longer. Anigne who's been in a similar sivlntoon have any adqywe? 3 С‡Р°СЃР° РЅР°zР°Рґ bistonian РІ rbrkfjhpwr
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